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from shame by IDER

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lyrics

well i hate myself
i hate that i’m sitting on top of your body, thinkin’ ‘bout somethin’ else
fuckin’ with my eyes shut
nowhere you touch me is enough to stop me looking for a way out
i’ve become that person, yeah i’m selfish, i’m weak and suddenly i hate the way you speak
the way you eat me out
i draw my curtain, yeah it’s harder to lie in the light
i see you looking at me, waiting for me


well i know i shouldn’t be with you but i can’t be bothered to be sad
i’m so lonely next to your body knowing that you don’t know i feel this bad
funny how time changes your mind and you were once the best thing i ever had
then you roll over and kiss my shoulder, maybe i love you, maybe i’m just mad

well i hate myself
i used to be fun and cool, now i don’t fancy myself
pickin’ up old fights, tryna make you hate me cause i can’t be straight when you ask if i’m alright
well it’s my problem, yeah i’m selfish, i’m weak and suddenly i see i’m in too deep
gonna hurt to leave
and i don’t wanna solve it, even though you repulse me every time you love me and you look at me
waiting for me

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from shame, track released August 2, 2021
Written & performed by IDER
Produced by heck & IDER
Mixed by Nathan Boddy
Mastered by Salka Valsdóttir at Real Surreal Studio, Berlin

Photography by Dani Monteiro
Artwork by Georgia Strawson

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